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I can think about you, but how do I unthink about you?

(I'm sorry for being down again & again.
He don't know how much, how painful it is.)

The days grab me and pass by, I soon have yet to realize that I cant unthink about you. What we did I cant undo. The pain is so surreal thats burns inside my heart. It torments it, tearing me apart. To know that I once had you from the start, yet later we somehow had to just depart. My head filled of memories that won't past. I should have known this wasn't made to last. The little butterflies went by too fast. To know that you slipped away from my grasp. Over and over, I stare at my own dreadful reflection, and remember our special connection. It was perfect, you steered me in the right direction, but in the end was I too scared of rejection? And now I know I regret more then I should, it was something you misunderstood. I would take back everything we did if I could, because this pain thinking of you is nothing but good.

You leave me here without a clue

Walking away like you always do

Wearing that unforgettable haunting smile

Making me wonder if I'm really worthwhile

You turn your back on me again

I'm all alone, don't you see?

I thought you liked me for who I was

I guess I was wrong, I was wrong because,

You rejected me, just left me here

Trying to forget I was anywhere near

I could never grasp the concept why

You always caused me pain inside

And as I shed my final tear

I knew this was your greatest fear

I left this world because of you

I hope you know, I hope you do

I still wonder why you hated me so

I guess it doesn't matter, it's not for me to know

And in this place, I am free

Free to be happy, free to be me

When your regretting and wishing, when you weep and cry

Just remember that my love for you will never die

Remember me, that's all you must do

When somebody else really hurts you

I forgave you easily, that's no fib

Now go and live what I never did.

I wanted you

My house welcomed a new member name "Dodo" dodo fishball. Haha ! :B

yj & jj gay-ing.

baby posing !

spot my baby, not my nails.

super late photos.

Yesterday, cab to namtai met Steph&Celinie. After awhile, yj & Joe Ee came & Steph left for home. Back to Celinie's house for mahjong, the to Yj's house take things & to Ron's house meet Cheek. After awhile, went up to Ron's house first. Jiajun came awhile later and follow by Ron. Together went for movies. But last mint, ron, jj & yj not watching. So, me & Celinie watched 'Love Matters' till 2plus, cab back to Namtai meet Ron & Yj. Slacked awhile, and waited for jj & kp to come. Up to Jane's house. Then Celinie's house for mahjong.

Xiaogurl, please teach me how to forget you.

I'm afraid of pain.

(An old picture taken by you)

Met Joe Ee @ Jp yesterday :) Had lots of fun, & caught up alot with her. About our latest news & gossips etc :D Had Pepper lunch again for dinner ! She didn't enjoyed =( But I still enjoy it alot. Her treat ! Then met Jacq awhile. Went window shopping, then I decided to go basement. Bought 8 different colour of nail polish. 4 for me & 4 for her. Her treat again. $5 to each. But there's offer :) Then to buy my new watch which I spotted long ago. Then she bought herself a Hello Kitty watch for display in her 'Hello Kitty' room. People who knows her, knew her room is filled with Hello Kitty. We can almost say its 'Hello Kitty' paradise. Haha! But the best I loved in her room is, her 'Donut Hello Kitty pillow' & 'Cotton Hello Kitty blanky' :D
Okay, let's get back to the main subject. And she paid for my watch too. Rich ass. Then slacked awhile & we had an idea of going Kbox. So we hit down to Clementi & sang from 10pm - 2:30am. We went in in normal voices, came out with no voice. Screamed like end of world!! Cabbed home together after all of fun.
She loved my new cell alot, & she's getting one herself too ^^ I enjoyed myself soooo muccchhh !!! I know she did too! =D
Got home around 3, removed all my make up, bathed, clean up, brush teeth, wash face, but I couldn't get myself to bed till now =(

Oh yah, readers. Sorry for not updating photos, I haven't got myself new cable. Hard to find. But, I took tons of photos, just couldn't upload. I try okay ? :) Bear with my old photos for the time being. Haha.

Later a 7pm, heading to ron's place with jj, tom, celinie & bird. I missed Aunty alot :D Also, just now I took some photos of Babykrystie. Gonna show it to ron, aunt & uncle. I'm sure they miss her truckloads ! =) 6:54am, end of post !! :D

I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale.

On the 4th,
Happy belated 16th Birthday to Peiyun.
Happy belated 16th Birthday to JinCheng.
Happy belated 18th Birthday to Ziwei.
On th 5th,
Happy 23rd Birthday to Ah Kiat Cousiie.
Happy 16th Birthday to Sharon.
Well, theres more coming up.
11th, Maychiew's & Germaine's. 12th, YiTan's. 13th, Xihong's. 16th, Eddie's. 18th, Hilbert's. 17th, Jolin's & ZhongRen's. 18th, Daniel's & Xiao Lemon's. 19th, mine & TuckMeng's. Did I missed out anyone else's? 20th & so on theres more. Haha.

These are those mask I bought :)
White for whitening, black for blackhead remover.

Had pepper lunch for dinner last night. Finally finally met up with Stephanie Hunnyjie! When is the next meet out for Siaodui(s) ? =)
- I know Siaodui(s) members is all worried & concern for my love life. But don't worry, I'll solve all problem for myself alrights? Although me myself don't know how to, but I'll try :) This is also a stage of growing right? Celinie, Joe Ee, Stephanie, WeiQi, thank you guys :) Muacks.

Make me have trust in you.

Caught this last night. Rated 3.5/5 Hilarious. After movie, cab to Celinie's place & took my stuff and to Ron's place to pass him his son new year present :) Aunt slept, so uncle opened the door for me. Nothing much changed. After that, left and met him. Aftermath, met Cutine & slept.

Carwash !!



( I know how much its hurts to lose the one you love to another. But do you? & This is my first move made. I must have faith in myself, no matter how hard its gonna be. I'll still make it come true. I know I'll be going through alot of things, & its gonna be painful, but it will never be more painful then what you've hit me with)